As I finish one chapter in my journey (Multi-media class) and begin the next (Masters class), I have to reflect on how much I have learned about myself in this process. As a teacher, I have a very analytical approach to everything I do, but this process has forced me to balance that with the ability to "let go" of my need for perfection and just be creative. I have learned that if I do let go, things still turn out fine and often much better. I have discovered that I love making women look beautiful. I have experienced the feeling of doing something completely for myself. I have given myself a creative outlet and a new love of beauty. I have learned that I can use my natural ability to bond with people and relate to a variety of personalities to make the ladies who sit in my chair feel comfortable, relaxed, and happy. I have seen the power of the transformation on someone's sense of self-worth and how it can lift the spirits. And along the way, I decided that I needed my own transformation and so I decided to lose weight... lost 20 pounds so far and feeling great!
As I go through this journey, I have greatly appreciated the support of my friends, who have been so diligent in commenting on my photos on my Facebook portfolio, and even referring me to others for makeup jobs. As a result I have booked wedding makeup jobs in Feb, March, May, and possibly June. I love the idea of doing weddings! Such a beautiful day and every bride should be pampered and taken care of by someone who will listen to them, talk to them,come to their location and make them look and feel beautiful...
I have also ordered my business cards and built a Facebook fan page called "Makeup by Ali", and I hope to continue this journey as a successful business venture. (Please go and "like" my page ---- link on the sidebar here...)
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| Front of my business card |
I really love the idea of having 2 lives... I've got my school job by day, which is very comfortable and easy for me, and then I've got this other life at night/on weekends... makeup, photoshoots, art, creativity, fashion shows, glamour, etc. Its like the best of both worlds! I love both of them and I love how it shows that people can have such contrasts in their activities. I often have been working on a model at the Academy of Glam, and in conversation ask what they do for work... to my surprise I have met teachers, nurses, psychologists, college students, businesswomen, and countless other occupations, all coming to have something "else" in their lives... something to make them feel special and different. Something to make them feel beautiful and glamorous and more than what can be represented by their "normal" life. Well I am happy to give that to them while they are sitting in my chair. I am happy to be able to help them transform as I too am transforming.
Women are truly amazing and there is no one way that any woman can be categorized. So bring out all sides of your personality, do something for yourself, do something that makes you feel special and maybe something that others would not expect of you. You don't have to do anything crazy like run away or give up your responsibilities, or leave your job or husband, or whatever. You don't have to choose one facet of your personality over the other... they are all important and should all be appreciated. As Victoria Duke says, just "Find your passion"... For me it was makeup artistry that helped my transformation, and I am so grateful to the Academy of Glam for giving me the opportunity to find it. What is it going to be for you?
In the meantime, I move on now to the Masters class, where I will be doing some crazy, funky, creative, artistic looks. It is both a fascinating and scary venture at the same time. But I am excited to see what I can create and who I will become at the end of it. Thank you to all who have taken the time to read my blog and please continue to keep up with my journey! Much more to come!